Well I had a very bad fight with my husband this morning.  Looks like the time is coming near when are marriage of many years is going to end soon.  He is very selfish and will never change.  I had to sleep on the couch last night because he went to bed early and blamed it on me.  He sat in front of the TV all day yesterday watching war movies and doing nothing else.  He works all the time and pays no attention to anyone except for an occasional pet for the dogs.  His communications skills are very poor and I am tired of living with someone who thinks nothing about anyone else except for his own desires.

I will have to find a house to live in down south somewhere.  I do have my Army pension and can find some type of a parttime job to support myself.  I think my daughter with Autism will be joing me but the picture for that is unclear.

She can't stay with him because he is very controlling and down right mean.  He can't be trusted with anything at this point.


My family wants me to move back to South Dakota.  Good Luck after the crap I got back two months ago.  My brother is much more important than the daughters.  He basically just moved right back in with his 30 year old daughter who thinks it is fine to mooch.  I don't understand why he is the way he is... I really think he is very bi-polar more than myself.

It is easy to just take the easy way out.  I have never had the easy way.  I was neglected as a child and had to endure things on my own for most of my life.

I will look into veteran resources on Monday down in the Carolina's.  I am going to apply for a work at home job with NEW again.  Job wasn't that bad to begin with but will interfere with my dog stuff for now which is okay.

I have to get out of this place called Westfield because it is not doing me any good.

Denise